my horrible day, not animal related

[keldamouse]

Ever just have one of those days where you just feel so defeated so upset that someone tore your heart out that you feel like crawling in a hole and not existing. Well I feel it today.

My only sister of all things just cut me to the quick basically attacking me so personally and deeply because I keep pushing her to take care of herself she won't do what all the drs want and even has the supplies but makes endless excuses to not follow thru. She may die if left untreated way too soon. I should stay angry but its only turned to sadness and defeat.

I will be okay, I just needed to put this down in a concrete form, sorry I don't have a better outlet.

I'm going to take a break from the forum for a while. I just don't feel I am adding anything here. And sometimes i am maybe hurting or making people feel worse....dont know. Sorry!

You all are so knowledgeable and great! I want to thank you all for the support and truly wonderful help you have all given me. Thank you all and take care.

Wow okay I know this sounds like I'm asking for pity or fishing for support, I'm not I'm just devastated and don't feel I'm in a place to assist anyone.

Thanks all! Love your gerbils :-)

[babywan19]

Go rest ,get your head together ,talk to your gerbils they will listen ….I don't believe anything wrong was said by you here …. stay safe

[streetwisegerbil]

I agree with babywan19. I always thought that your posts were very positive and encouraging.

Babywan is right. Spend time with your gerbils. They always make things right. They are always pleased to see you. they will never criticise you . That's why we love them so much.

And I'm dying to know whether Leela and Fiona bond together.

[eaturbyfill]

I am sorry you are having a bad time! I hope that things improve soon.

[crittercrazy]

Keldamouse I've always found your posts helpful and encouraging! I'm sorry to hear you're going through such a tough time. I hope things work out for you, and you'll find peace with all those things soon.
And I want to thank you for all the help and support you give us! I know you've helped me, so please don't feel like you're making things worse or anything like that.
Like the others said, enjoy your gerbils. Mine have helped me when I'm down, so hopefully they'll help you too!

[keldamouse]

thank you all for your kind words. I did come on and see them and they really helped. I am feeling a lot stronger.

It has been hard on me too because the girls are in a split and I can't have them come out right now. I have just been doing other things to occupy myself and trying to let them focus on each other.

My sister is still not talking to me but I am hoping that some good will come out of this all. Again I truly appreciate the support!

[babywan19]

Good ,glad you're feeling better ,Leela and Fiona look lovely wee ones ,keep us posted on how its all going x